This morning, for the first time in what seems like forever, I dreamt, and somewhat remembered what I dreamed.
Mostly it was having this intense hunger, and having food in front of me, and the something happened which made me not be able to eat. I dreamed of turkey dinner, with all the fixings. More specifically of dressing, mashed potatoes and gravy. Then it was chili dogs. I wanted cheerios when I woke up. :)
The dreams were also violent, and seemingly very real. Car accidents, fistfights, and stabbings.
But I'm glad they are over.
I wanted to go to Timmie's this morning for a coffee and muffin, but decided instead to come home and just make my own. Less spending equals happier budget. And we are on a tight one this month. Bills are piling up, and nothing coming in as of yet. Stress be my name.
Worry over tomorrow's dental appointment has me jumpy. I do not deal well with pain of any sort. I feel like a little kid, frightened of the dentist, even though he's a really nice man who has promised me lots of freezing for the procedure. I'm still scared though.
I keep reminding myself to breathe deep, and remember that this too shall pass.