Thursday, October 20, 2011

I Dreamt

This morning, for the first time in what seems like forever, I dreamt, and somewhat remembered what I dreamed.

Mostly it was having this intense hunger, and having food in front of me, and the something happened which made me not be able to eat. I dreamed of turkey dinner, with all the fixings. More specifically of dressing, mashed potatoes and gravy. Then it was chili dogs. I wanted cheerios when I woke up. :)

The dreams were also violent, and seemingly very real. Car accidents, fistfights, and stabbings.

But I'm glad they are over.

I wanted to go to Timmie's this morning for a coffee and muffin, but decided instead to come home and just make my own. Less spending equals happier budget. And we are on a tight one this month. Bills are piling up, and nothing coming in as of yet. Stress be my name.

Worry over tomorrow's dental appointment has me jumpy. I do not deal well with pain of any sort. I feel like a little kid, frightened of the dentist, even though he's a really nice man who has promised me lots of freezing for the procedure. I'm still scared though.

I keep reminding myself to breathe deep, and remember that this too shall pass.

4 comments:

  1. Good luck with your dental appointment, and nice work avoiding the dining out. I struggle with that myself. :-)

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  2. Good job keeping the budget in line! When I had my wisdom teeth pulled I had to go to a surgeon because my roots are so long... I was SO nervous, but everything went well. You're a very strong woman & I have no doubt you'll do fine!!

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  3. Eboo, our dreams can be symbols of things that we want to change in our lives. ( Or fears, hopes, secrect wishes breaking through). Are you afraid of not having enough of something? That said, good luck with the dentist tomorrow!

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  4. Perhaps your pending dental app't worked its way into your dreams preventing you from eating all that yummy food! You'll be so happy when it's all OVER!!

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